lies

i went to my appointment to see the neurologist today with my grandma. he said that he was going to take me off the seizure medication. the doctors were supposed to minimize or cut back on my dosage at an earlier appointment but the neurologist that i seen today said that he didn't see any cut backs on any of my medication for seizures. so, there probably won't be a minimization or cut back on any of my medicine, even though the doctor claimed that he would cut back on it then eventually get taken off it. he said that he couldn't eliminate the anti-depressant for depression because he wasn't the doctor that prescribed it. i'm not sure which doctor prescribed that shit but something tells me that my stupid case manager would know and was behind that shit. it's probably doing something to my immune system or something else important with my body.
we spoke to them about a day program for me. something like a job or school, something to do during the day. i would prefer school but i just don't know what i want to do or which area that i want to work in. the people at gilette clinic weren't very helpful because they told us that we should ask my case manager (bridget) or my resource coordinator (deb). i think that my grandma has asked both of them about a day program to keep me busy but they didn't get back to her. that figures. i need to find someone and/or someone to help me with this day program idea because i don't like being idle or not having anything to do during the day. i knew that i should've taken the opportunity to get a job or get involved in a day program when i was first offered it by dr. basar (my previous neurologist), i was so worried about not being able to get therapy.